mano daryab.
emshab mikham benvisam khili ham hese neveshtanam gol karde vali nemishe farsi nevesht nemidonam chesh shode inam ba man bazish gerefte bikhiyal ye in baro in jori rah biyain ba man .ta hala shode ba khodeton harf bezanin?toye ayene be khodet negah koni va ghorbon sadagheye khodet beri ya khodeto naghd koni
emroz man ba khodam inkaro kardam.aval az khodam tarif kardam ke ziyadi bekhodam bar nakhore bedonam ziyadam bacheye badi nistam bad neshastam mofasal badiharo eradaro joloye chesham ovordam .midonam dokhtare khobiyam va zod az kore dar nemiyam pas narahat nashodam az khodam chon hamishe talash kardam behtaro behtar az ghabl basham va in faghat ba enteghad paziri momkene onam az noe ravanparishish !chi goftam .mohem ine ke khodam fahmidam.
ta hala shode bezani be sime akhar?
man shabe jome bade kelasam hamin karo kardam nemidonam chem shode bod faghat mikhastam tanha basham kojash mohem nabod yani aslan maghzam kar nemikard hoseleye hichki ro nadashtam zadam to jade be hichi fekr nemikardam por shode bodam az khala. nemidonam cheghadr sorat dashtam ye lahze didam az jade monharef shodam chejori zende mondam khoda midone !shayad khoda mano khili dost dare ! shayad!!!! nemidonam on moghe shab az sokote jade chi mikhastam shayad arameshi ro ke azam gerefte bodan ba khodkhahishon dast ro soratam keshidam ta az on pakari biyam biron dastam khis shod are gerye karde bodam vali nemidonam key!!!!ehsase saboki mikardam vali hanoz boghz dashtam midonestam ke to khone kasi hast ke negaranam bashe dor zadam va bargashtam .ta hala shode pazeli ro ke mahha sarfe chidanesh kardi faghat be khatere inke az sheklesh khoshet nayomade bendazi dor?vase man shode.ta hala shode az ghose onghadr beraghsi ke shab az dare pa khabet nabare ?vase man shode.divone am?nemidonam shayad hastam.vali ba in divonegiham hal mikonam dobare taze misham va amade baraye royaroyi ba zendegi . midonam har moshkeli rahe hali dare .hamishe nemishe rahe hal be nafe to bashe gahi be zararete ya laaghal vasat naf ke nadare zarar ham nadare vali nafesh injast ke az ghido bandesh raha mishi khalas mishi.pas mibini ke bazam be nafete.halam midonam ke bayad donbale rahe hal basham va midonam ke mitonam pidash konam midonam ke dobare dast mizaram ro zanom va boland misham vali che modat tol mikeshe be natije beresam nemidonam.faghat midonam ke vaghti tasmim gereftam hame jore pash vamistam.bayad fekr konam. cheghadr niyaz daram tanha basham sokot mikham ye jor khala na chize dige! midonam beham rikhtam vali ino ham midonam ke ziyad in beham rikhtegi tol nemikeshe.mikham to har lahze vase arzeshe hamon lahze zendegi konam .mikham khob zendegi konam.tasmim gereftam besazam pas misazam hata on che ro ke baghiye vasam kharab kardan. hamid to veblagesh mige ashegh gharibeyist dar ghorbat va rozi gharib var khahad raft .vali omre hamishe hastam age bodanam ro bavar koni! emshab por az goftanam nemishe hamaro nevesht akhe az hosele shoma ham khareje
eee yani chi por chone shodam ha!!!ye mazerat khahi be baba bedehkaram mikham azash ozrkhahi konam be shomam nemigam vase chi vali alan ke khabe farda sobh mibosamesh va migam baba dokhtare kholeto bebakhsh! omre .....kash...kash be hamon chizi ke dashtim ghane bodim .15 azar tavalode shivaye azizame az khoda mikham hamishe sabz baghi bemone porbar va javdane.omidvaram omresh be bolandaye negah mah bashe azizam tavalodet mobarak.khale khili doset dare.
rasti pishapish roze daneshjo ro be khodam tabrik migamva be hameye daneshjohaye aziz dast marizad migam ba in dars khondaneshon
emshab ba khodam migoftam mishinam dars mikhonam vali chi kar kardam hame kar joz dars khondan khire saram emtehane miyan term daram .khob fekr mikonam beram bekhabam sangin tar bashe albate age khbam bebare.pas jish bos lala
(tagarg)
با اینن خط طولانی نوشتن مشکله .. فارسی بنویسید ..